Death is so scary to me. I have never had anyone who I am extremely close to except for my great grandmother. I few years ago she passed away in her sleep at age 102. I was able to find peace with her death because I felt she wasn’t living comfortably. Besides my great grandmother I have not been close to anyone who has died. Thinking about what I would do without my mom or dad literally makes me have anxiety. I cannot fathom life without either one of them. My siblings are another thing. Without them I do not think I could go on living. People must be so strong because people have to deal with death everyday. I just don’t see how anyone could find the strength to go on after something so tragic, but somehow they do. Enough talking about that depressing topic though. Today was the first semi nice day all week. Everyday it has been rainy and freezing cold, which I just don’t understand. It is the middle of May and it is thirty something degrees out. This weekend it is supposed to be sunny, so I am looking forward to that. Also I think my parents are coming to get dinner with me on Saturday so I’m excited! I miss them so much. Saturday night is Chitfest. Hopefully this time no one including me will get maced or tear-gassed or whatever that stuff was because let me tell you it was not pleasant.
chitshow. get it right.
ReplyDeleteDeath is something that scares me, especially if I lose a sibling or a parent. However, I have had all but one grandparent die within the past few years and I have come to realize that death is a natural process and sometimes is a better path for those that are in pain from an illness.
ReplyDeleteSame here. The only close relatives to me that have died did before I was born. It's weird to see friends with family members dieing off. It's hard to comfort them because of it.
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